Sometimes I only see the flaws
Sometimes when I am looking at my work I only see the flaws.
I see the imperfections,
and blemishes
the color that is, maybe
not exactly right.
Sometimes it’s the way I see myself.
I think of all the things I’ve done wrong. The mistakes I’ve made.
I question my purpose,
my talent (or lack of)
I wonder sometimes: why do I make what I make
and is it really art?
At these times I need to step away,
like crossing the street to see things from the other side.
It’s in the stepping away and looking from a distance
that my thoughts can change.
From this perspective
I begin to see things the was others see them.
It’s not the same when I look at others.
When I look at you or what you create, I don’t see the flaws.
When you tell me the stories of your life
I don’t see mistakes
I only see the magic and I am amazed.
And I ask:
How did you do that?
Or I think:
That is amazing!
You might want to point out the flaws and mistakes,
things that are not exactly right.
But, please don’t.
From my perspective, over here
I only see the magic